Prayer of a misguided soul

O' God, the greatest & mightiest !

Why there are so many faiths & religions ?
Don't these silly unbelievers know,
that YOU are the only true God ?
And, my religion is the only true path to YOU ?
Why are these unbelievers refused to follow my path ?
Why the words written in your book are not adhered to ?
Don't they know judgement day is near ?

In your name and by your will,
Instill the braveness in me.
For I shall carried out your words.
The world shall trembled with fear
by the mere mentioned of your name.
I pray to YOU to grant me the rights
to sit by your side on judgement day,
to see the rest of the world burnt in hell.

In your name and by your will,
the world must be cleansed.
The unbelievers' life are worthless.
Their throats should be slitted,
or bullets be pumped into their sinful heads.

In your name and by your will.
I shall create psychological battlefields
into the minds of the unbelievers.
Let these unbelievers' minds be instilled with fears.
I shall shocked them,
with violences, mass murders, and suicide bombings.

In your name and by your will.
While the world dried their tears of desperations,
I shall died a martyrs in bloodied death,
and reap my beautiful rewards as promised by YOU.

O' God, please deliver your promise.
For I have eerie dreams yesterday,
that all my comrades who died in martyrdom
are indeed doomed and are now burning in HELL,
begging the other GOD for mercy and forgiveness.
Please don't make me lose faith in YOU !
Manifest yourself now ! Tell me YOU are real.

O' God, are you listening ?
Am I talking to myself ?
Aren't my bravery and righteousness impressed you ?
In your name and by your will. Tonight,
I shall visit the best prostitute and drink the best wine.
For tomorrow, the world shall know my name.
By your will, my work shall be done.

I am, but on the wrong side of humanity ?

Rights to Intolerances ?

Has it occured to you that intolerance is a new form of mental sickness ? There are times human beings are subjected to psychological and emotional intimidation to conform to unfair thoughts, opinions, and threats. A sane man will usually walks aways from these ignorant fools rather than to confront to suffer fools' irrationalities. But, how far can human beings strecth their limits to accomodate these intolerances ? Shouldn't there be a mental institutions to confined those self proclaimed righteous intolerance and ignorance people into mental institution to minimize harms to humanity ?

Usually, people suffering from mental illness are deluded from reality. They are incapble of differentiating rights from wrongs. They live in a virtual world of halucinations surrounded by delusions. Sometimes, they turn violences, and sometimes they become vocal with their obscenities. Look around you, isn't that these characteristic of mental illness resemblanced intolerance people.

Self righteous intolerance people actually idolized freedom, yet in the name of God and racial rights, they ignorantly and sometimes violently robbed the rights of others. They are incapable of appreciating the diversities of differences. They felt threatened by values of others. Violences and incitements of hatreds are their only mean to defend their values and opinions. They seemed to think that the world owes them a living, and they want their rights to be respected, but felt that it is their religious and racial rights to deny and trespasss the rights of others. Hypocrites are all the same wherever you go.

What happened to the idea of open mindedness of imparting and receiving knowledges. We are at times critical of others' opinions and way of life. But at the same time, due to prejudices, cultural, and racial ignorances, we are also incapale to conduct self criticisms or accept criticisms from others. And the worst of all, due to our rent seeking mentalities, we expect others to denouce theirs rights to allowed us to behave like arrogant thieves to rob others.

Why human beings as a whole, are no longer capable to exposed their minds to other people's opinion, idea, belief, rights, and way of life ? Why are we now so narrow minded to the extend that we take it as a threat whenever our idea, opinion, religion, rights, and way of life are being challenged or subject to criticism or examination ? What happened to the free spirits of intellectual arguements and discussions. Is our sensitivity that thin, and our belief that fragiled, that we have to resort to intimidation and violences to reclaim our misplaced pride and honour ?

Does it make sense and morally right for the so called defenders of freedom resorting to sending young men and women to invade other countries to restore freedom ? Does it make sense and religiously correct for religious leaders to instigate violences against non believers to propagate their religious values ? In the first place, if the followers understand what they are fighting for, there will be no wars or violences. We are now in a sad state of highly educated but ignorantly not learned.

A small group of self righteous intolerance people, contaminated with the perils of irrationalities and misguided values, are vocally causing dismayed fears and making the world an unsafe place to live. Is it right for the majority of decent human beings to live under the threats of these small group of dieseased people.

No, it is not right at all. And it is insane to take their words as gospel truths. These lunatics should be put into mental instituions so that proper psychiatric care can be provided to them to eliminate further damages to humanity. The United Nations must set-up an international uniformed force to go into those countries to arrest these lunatics, put them on trial on international courts, and rehabilitate them in mental institutions. I am not preaching therapeutic conformism of universal values, but there must be a stop to all these lunatics with their immoral self righteous intolerances. Unlimited tolerances to the social dieses of intolerances will eventuality drive humanity to destructions.

Perhaps, I am sicked and tired of narrow minded people with intolerant attitude, constantly demanding censorship and forcing silences on words and media on the thin excuse of not wanting to upset the fragile mentalities of a small group of noisy, rent seeking, and intolerance mental retards.

Do we forever want to put ourselve undersiege to allow small group of intolerance people to violently barged into and ended civil discussions simply becuase these small group do not have the mental and intellectual capabilities to engage in healthy and productive intellectual discussions ? Do we accept their barbarities as an accepted form of righteousness ? So we force the silence on the law abiding citizens to apease these self righteous intolerance mental retards ? Looking back at history in totality, aren't we willingly allowing the decadences of cultures which we claimed to defend and protect ? On the other hand, aren't we moving into a world of Aldous Huxley's "Brave New World" of thoughts control by subjecting ourselves to close minded censorship and conformity of what "truths" to discuss and what "truths" not to be challenged ? Projecting this state of irrationality further, I would not surprise that, 100 years from now, there will be a scientific unification of all religions, maybe we can called it "the temple of love". Aren't we slowly inching ourselves toward a real non secular state of political Utopia? Am I wrong to state that culture of intolerances has become a real fabric of the world where it is effectively used as a political tool to ensure selfish conformity in many parts of the world ?

We are living in a world of contradictions. "Truths" are at times, hand picked and are not allowed to be contested in the name of sensitivities of intolerance people. Can these truths be given every opportunity to be argued and disputed ? As much as I want to contradict the so called "truths", but I am also mindful of the fear of persecution and intimidation. Of course this is my perception, but nevertheless, the fear, to me is real. How can a "truth" be accepted as "truth" when it is not allowed to be publicly deabted and rigourously examinated ? Should these so called "truths" be accepted simply because the intolerance people presumed that they are priviledged to determine what is right and the rest are wrong.

The sadest part of humanity is, self righteous intolerance people are begining to churned out hatespeeches and hatreds in the name of freedom of speech. But, at the same times, masked behind religion and racial sensitivities when their basis of values are being questioned and examined. It is absurd to be told that the rights of intolerance people to intolerate and trespass into others' rights can not be questioned or discussed simply because it is sensitive.

It is indeed sickening to see pariahs unshamely churning out politically correct speeches to justify intolerances in religion, race, and culture. The world will be a much better place, if everybody, for a start, can put aside religion, race, and culture to enggage in intellectual discussion and arguement to root out intolerances. Wouldn't it be better if all of us can have the civility and gentlemanly conduct of able to agree to disagreed, and to accept and respect differences among us ? Why behaving like animals to demand, trespass, and seek unequal rights to have bigger territories and domoninances over others ? It is disgusting and despicable for human being using religion, race, and culture as a platform to justify intolerances.

To the so called God fearings and religious people ? Remember, it doesn't matter how many times you pray, or how hard you perceived yourself to be religious. Insincere prayers and faked religiousness are all counted as sins. You shall reaped what you sow. Judgement day awaits you. See you in HELL. Heheheheeeeeee.

Om Mani Padme Hum. Om Namo Amithaba Buddha.

God said it's Ok to kill Gays ?

We are indeed living in an increasingly demented world with sickening thoughts, opinions, and misguided values being forced down on us by mad clerics, lunatics, and half past six religious men.

Last week, I am puked by the reported sermon given by an asshole in Australia to degrade women. Tonite, this piece of equally sickening news attracted my attention. According to a cleric in Manchester, he claims that it is okay to kill gay men in the name of his religion. I was consistently told, the religion he represent is a religion of tolerance and peace. I really need to check the dictionary again to find out the exact definition of these two hypocrited words.

At the home front, I was saddened by a local news report that religious enforcement officers raided a hotel room occupied by an American couple ( a retired American policeman Randal Barnhart, 62, and his wife Carol, 61 ) at 2:00AM in the morning in Langkawi and demanded to see their marriage certificate. What is the purpose of terrorizing an old American couple ? Sickening !

Such a noble idea of religious values but screwed up mentalities. Religiously educated but not learned. Man of religion defending the misinterpreted values of God in the hope of gaining selfish favours to attain sainthoods and paradise after they died. But again, I am curious, did God specifically asked these misguided people to defend His values ? I have yet to come across evidences of God presenting himself ordering human beings to commit violences in his name. To be fair, I have heard of many real incidences of Jesus Christ visualized himself to save many lost souls in their moment of crisis. The elusiveness of spirituality is indeed a fertile ground to be abused by lunatics in their hallucinated state of minds to talk nonsenses and preached intolerances to other brainless souls, to have misguided purpose in life. SAD.

I am not a gay nor do I encourage homosexuality or lesbianisms. But we need to respect the basic tenets of human rights. It is really not up to us to insist how others should lead their lives. If we believe in God and abides by his teachings, the most fundamental religious commitment we should hold sacred, is to respect, honour, and defend other people's ways of life and religion.

For heaven sake, please practice your so called sacred religious values in your own home and stop looking at other people's backyard to seek respect for your religion. You will get none. Respect are earned but not through intimidations. If you don't like meat, then by all means, please don't touch the meats. If you don't like gays or lesbians, please don't become a gay or lesbians. If you don't like adultery, please do not commit adultery. BUT please refrained from imposing your values to infringe and trespass into other people's rights. Every religion has their own values. And every human beings has the rights to adopt their own choices and preferences. What makes you think that your religion is far more superior than other religion ? Who give you the rights to criticize other people's way of life ? God ?

A person who has no self respect, low self esteem, and suffering from inferiority complex will always attempt to ignorantly glorify and propagate his own religion and way of life as superior. Like it or not, this is an established fact. Please seek no more apology when you are perceived as what you are by your own words, deeds, and actions.

As much as you want other to tolerate and your religion and way of life, you need to initiate the action first to practice tolerance and respect for others. This is called karma. If you don't understand this concept, please ask any Buddhist, they will be most happy to enlighten you in a very PEACEFUL manner.

In sincerity and with highest respect to MY OWN RELIGION, let me say this to you " Peace be with you, peace be unto you, peace be radiate from you, and peace be your way of life. May the almighty with his amazing grace blessed you with a tongue that is incapable of inciting hatreds and ignorances. May the almighty with his greatest wisdom blessed you with a brain that is capable of rational thinkings. May the almighty with his merciful forgiveness blessed you with a heart that is capable to love and reject violences."

Let those who commits no sin cast the first stone. We are all sinners. We are all sinners. And, how come some perverted sinners think they have higher morality then the rest of the sinners ? One cuckold flew over rest and over the nest and have no where to land. Namo Amithaba Buddha. Om Mani Padme hum...


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IT'S OK TO KILL GAYS - BRITISH IMAM
(http://www.gcn.ie - Ireland Gay online magazine )
24 October 2006

The leading imam in Manchester, confirms that he thinks the execution of sexually active gay men is justified, the rights group Outrage reported.

Arshad Misbahi of the Manchester Central Mosque confirmed his views in a conversation to John Casson, a local psychotherapist.

Casson said: "I asked him if the execution of gay Muslims in Iran and Iraq was an acceptable punishment in Sharia law, or the result of culture, not religion.

"He told me that in a true Islamic state, such punishments were part of Islam: If the person had had a trial, at which four witnesses testified that they had seen the actual homosexual acts."

"I asked him what would be the British Muslim view? He repeated that in an Islamic state these punishments were justified. They might result in the deaths of thousands but if this deterred millions from having sex, and spreading disease, then it was worthwhile to protect the wider community."

"I checked again that this was not a matter of tradition, culture or local prejudice. 'No,' he said, 'It is part of the central tenets of Islam: that sex outside marriage is forbidden; this is stated in the Koran and the prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) had stated that these punishments were due to such behaviours.'"

Gay man rights campaigner Peter Tatchell said, "It is disturbing that some British imams are endorsing the execution of gay and lesbian Muslims.

"Imam Arshad Misbahi's homophobic attitudes give comfort and succor to queer-bashers. They encourage conflict and disharmony between Manchester's large gay and Muslim communities.

"Muslim and gay people know the pain of prejudice and discrimination. We should be working together to challenge homophobia and Islamophobia. I hope liberal Muslims will speak out in defense of the human rights of lesbians and gay men," said Tatchell.

"Islam is a very tolerant religion and celebrates the human diversity in its core message," Ali said.

"The holy book Qur'an does not mention anywhere about the execution or killing of human beings on the basis of their sexuality. What surprises is this obsession of the Islamic clerics to killing and execution. Why? What about dialogue? Discussion?

"Arshad Misbahi's comparison of same-sex relation to adultery is nothing but ignorant and utterly irresponsible rhetoric, manifesting the wrong teachings of Islam. The media should . . . not take it for granted as the general view of the Muslim community all over."

Blame it on the Women........

I found this news article appeared in www.timesonline.co.uk very disturbing. A religious cleric in Australia described women as meats and blaming them for rape crimes. Such high standing and righteous religious leader can have such low self respect and barbaric mentality. If women are such degrading meats to him, perhaps he should tell us from which degrading meat's hole he crawled out from.

Some women have inner beauty and some women have expressive beauty. There is nothing wrong for women to show or parade their beauty. You have problem with women in beautiful dresses that attract your attention ? You have problem dealing with beautiful and sexy looking women ? What is the matter with you ? Having problem to control your animal desires to rape women ? God has also taught us to appreciate and respect all things beautiful. If you can not accept this doctrine of civil society and women's rights, please go back to your cave and draw whatever you want on the cave. You can also shout at the cave to hear your own echoes.

How a woman want to be dressed, carried herself, how she walked, and who she mixed with, is really none of the cleric's business. There are such thing called Human rights, liberty, and personal choices. If you can not come to terms to have basic respect to these basic requirements of human rights, please don't resort to such preaching to promote your ill mannered teachings. Put it bluntly, your sermon stinks, and so is your meats at home ! I do not know which angle or which hole you came from, but for heaven sake, please stop your misguided hatreds against women. Please do yourself a favour, go see a psychiatrist. Do you really get any demented satisfaction for inciting and instigating disgusting crimes against women ? What have the women in your life done to you that resulted so much misplaced hatreds in you to equate women with these kind of derogatory remarks ?

The idea that women are to be blamed for rapes are sickening. Only uncivilized barbarians are capable of this kind of words with their pea brains and maggot's tongues. I am equally sicked to know that there are actually subspecies out there willing to be indoctrinated with this kind of derogatory preachings against women.

You demanded to be respected. You wanted to be respected. You cried biases against you. You denouced injustices. You demanded equality. But before you go further with your faked righteousness, please take a mirror and have a serious look at yourself. Put your right palm on the left side of your chest. Can you feel your heart beats ? Now, in sincerity and honesty, tell the whole world you indeed have some basic qualities that show some resemblances to human beings.

My sincere apology to you if you felt offended with my disagreement to your opinion on women.

Funny, where are all those "righteous" apology seekers. It basically confirmed our observations that this world is full of international pariahs preaching all their perverted and disgusting values and faked righteousness in all the wrong places. These people has perfected the art of actions that are consistently inconsistent with their words.


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Muslim cleric triggers outrage by blaming women for rape
( Oct 26th 2006, www.timesonline.co.uk )
By Elsa McLaren and agencies

Australia's most senior Muslim cleric has triggered international outrage for describing women who dress immodestly as "uncovered meat" who are inviting a sexual attack.

Sheik Taj Aldin al-Hilali - the Mufti of Australia - condemned women who "sway suggestively", wear make-up and no hijab or Islamic headscarf, in a Ramadan sermon to 500 worshippers, The Australian reported.

Islamic leaders are today meeting in Sydney to discuss his future and are considering whether to sack him from his role as the most senior cleric at the city's largest mosque.

John Howard, the Prime Minister, said that the cleric's comments were "appalling and reprehensible".

He told reporters: The idea that women are to blame for rapes is preposterous. I not only reject the comments, I condemn them unconditionally."

Mr al-Hilali, who arrived in Australia in 1982 from Lebanon on a tourist visa and later fought attempts to deport him, has triggered controversies in the past.

In 2004 he said in a sermon in Lebanon that the September 11 attacks were "God's work against the oppressors." The cleric later said that he did not mean that he supported the attacks, or terrorism.

Race relations in Sydney are volatile following riots between the white and Middle Eastern youths last December. As summer arrives the city's authorities fear that troubles may explode again and police have begun patrolling the area where the riots took place.

In a statement today, the outspoken cleric apologised for his comments and said: "I had only intended to protect women's honour, something lost in The Australian presentation of my talk."

He was reported in the newspaper as saying that he only meant to refer to prostitutes as meat, and not any woman who does not wear a hijab, but the paper said there was no mention of the word prostitute in the sermon.

A spokesman for the Egyptian-born cleric said that his comments, made last month, had been taken out of context in the newspaper report, but did not challenge the accuracy of the paper's translation.

During the sermon al Hilali said: "If you take out uncovered meat and place it outside on the street, or in the garden, or in the park, or in the backyard without cover, and the cats come to eat it ... whose fault is it, the cats' or the uncovered meat?

"The uncovered meat is the problem. If she was in her room, in her home, in her hijab, no problem would have occurred."

The Australian also reported that he said that women were "weapons" used by "Satan" to control men.

The Animal's Kingdom

We are indeed animals living in Satanized Animal's Kingdom.

Reading through the major Internet newspapers, it is indeed very discouraging and saddening to read all those mentally retarded decendents of Adam and Eve resorting to killing each other. In the repetitive process of suppressing my misplaced angers, I have became a bittered man...

The pan-Arabal-Arabiya satellite TV reported on June 25th 2006 that Four Russian Embassy workers which was kidnapped earlier has been executed by the kidnapper. The Kidnapper has issued a statement “ we have carried out God's verdict on the four Russian diplomat...” with picture and video clip. The four hostages appeared at the beginning of the videotape, speaking Russian. Then the tape showed the beheading of one hostage and the shooting of a second and a beheaded body of a third.....

On the morning of June 25th 2006, an group of Islamic gunmen linked to Palestinian's HAMAS crossed the border to attack an Israel army post near Karem Shalom, killing 2 soldiers and kidnapped a 19 years old Corporal Gilad Shalit. After 2 days of diplomatic negotiation without result, the Israeli government has assembled troop, tanks, and helicopter preparing to enter Gaza Strip to conduct “search and rescue” operations and to manhunt the gunmen. Look like violence is begetting more violences, and there will be a lot of human collateral damages....

Two bloody bomb attacks at two crowded Iraqi markets killed at least 15 people and wounded dozens on June 26th 2006. The first bomb exploded in the market in Hilla, a mainly Shi'ite town south of Baghdad, killing at least eight people. Around the same time, the second bomb on a parked motorcycle killed seven people and wounded 25 at a market in the mainly Shi'ite village of Khairnabat, northeast of Baghdad.....

In southern Thailand, a roadside bomb planted by the Islamic separatist exploded, killing One Soldier and four volunteers on January 27th 2006. The soldiers and volunteers are on their way to guard a school. More than 1000 people has been killed in the Muslim majority provinces in Southern Thailand in religion instigated violences.....

I guess I have enough readings tonight. I must go to bed to rest rest my troubled mind and let my dream takes me to an adventure of beautiful people in a beautiful world where religions, races, and cultures are not the causes of human conflicts and pains. Where shallow minded intoleranced mental retards have the courteousy to voluntarily submit themselves to mental asylum.


Let me recite this Prayer for Peace to you :

By the power and the truth of this practice,<
may all beings have happiness, and the causes of happiness.
May all be free from sorrow, and the causes of sorrow.
May all never be separated from the sacred happiness which is sorrowless.
And may all live in equanimity, without too much attachment and too much aversion,
And live believing in the equality of all that lives.
May all beings be filled with joy and peace.
May all beings everywhere,
The strong and the weak,
The great and the small,
The mean and the powerful,
The short and the long,
the subtle and the gross:
May all beings everywhere,
Seen and unseen,
Dwelling far off or nearby,
Being or waiting to become:
May all be filled with lasting joy.
Let no one deceive another,
Let no one anywhere despise another,
Let no one out of anger or resentment
Wish suffering on anyone at all.
Just as a mother with her own life
Protects her child, her only child, from harm,
So within yourself let grow
A boundless love for all creatures.
Let your love flow outward through the universe,
To its height, its depth, its broad extent,
A limitless love, without hatred or enmity.
Then as you stand or walk, Sit or lie down,
As long as you are awake,
Strive for this with a one-pointed mind;
Your life will bring heaven to earth.

Om Namo Amithaba Buddha
Good Nite.......... ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

When the seasons go round & round........

Life is never fair and never perfect.
At one time or another,
or at one place or another,
unfair and biased abuses causes rage,
misplaced angers, and Irrational emotions.
Consequently, the environment surrounding us becomes a dangerous habitat.

In the midst of this hostile environment,
I am reminded of an analogy involving the great man, Buddha.
A man shouting abuses to Buddha, In reply,
Buddha said “Kind man, if the giver give the gift to the receiver,
and the receiver refuse the gift, the gift's ownership belong to who ?
The giver or the intended recipient ?”
The man said “of course, the ownership is with the giver !”
Buddha said “Good, in this case, I refuse your abusive words.
Please take it all back. You shall be the owner of your own abuses.”

In life, we don't have to carry the burden of abuses,
hatreds, racisms, discriminations, misplaced angers, violences,
and unfair treatments from ignorant sub-species.
Ignore them, let them carry the burdens of their misguided deeds.
If on earth, they refuse to accept heaven, and
heaven shall be a living hell to them in their after life.

God in his graceful way always find a way to handle these sub-species.
In life, there is always a choice for us to define our living environment.
We don't have to subject ourselves to live with extreme realities.
Some choose to make their environment an utopia, and
some choose to make it a hell and forever live in misery, jealousy, and angers.
A misguided soul will never find peace and happiness in Life.......

To all the racists, bullies, and intolerance species,
this is my sincere advise to all of you...
“ Think of others, give more and expect less,
free your heart from hatreds,
free your mind from jealousy,
free your deed from greeds,
free your thoughts from revenge,
free your words from hurts,
free your actions from causing pains,
do not do unto other others what you would not want to be done.

you can never lose anything that is yours, and
you can never possess anything that is not yours.”

Be a civil man and care for your fellow human beings and environments.
Remember, God will always deliver miracles and remain anonymous.
The same God will also occasionally deliver punishments
using the awesome power of natures to remind you who is the Boss.

Please remember, there is a GOD, and you are not HIM.
So, repent and stop using the name of God to carry out misdeeds.

May my big fat smiling Buddha smiles on you.
Om Namo Amithaba Buddha....