A spiritual hallucination ?

In the comfort
of my illusion,
In the little corner
of my concious mind,
sleep came.

You came.
humming melodious words,
with such serenity and calmness..
But the thunderous winds
in my troubled mind
blew it away.

Refused your wish I dare not.
Although the desires are strong,
but what made me pondered,
I don't know.
God, you are the almighty.
Let your kindness
be my reflections.
beyond that,
I am,
the master of my own destiny.
To stray, I shall not !

Leave me be.
Om Namo Amitha Buddha